There is nothing better than a bit of Spring Cleaning to kick one's butt into gear. I absolutly LOVE Spring Cleaning. It gives me a sense of accomplishment. It makes me feel organized, and that, in turn, makes me feel happy. Feeling happy makes me want to continue. Continue organizing and re-organizing. Continue accomplishing. Continue with projects that were shoved into the dark and forgotten about(until now).

The feeling of accomplishment allows one to set goals. Where as once there was a feeling that "Lifeismovingtoofastformetopayattention", there is now a sense of being in control. So goals can be looked at, and achieved... if they are not too extraordinary.

I spent time today, cleaning my computer area, and my computer. I stumbled upon old blogs of mine, and took the time to read them. As of late, I haven't blogged much. That's an understatement. I haven't blogged at all. My old blogs, the old old ones that were buried in the past and forgotten about, inspired me to start blogging again. I used to write nearly every day. I always had something to write about. I always found something on my mind.

My writing then was much more eloquent. In my opinion, at least. I wonder what caused me to forget about writing. Why haven't I continued to work on my literary skills? Why have I chosen to forget about something that I used to enjoy so much?

Perhaps because I felt like journaling wasn't achieving anything? But, as I sat and re-read many of my old blogs, I found an inner discovery, and an awareness of who I am. Or at least, who I was, and how much I have changed... developed... grown. That, like my spring cleaning, brought about the same sense of accomplishment.

Today I turn over a new leaf(as the expression goes). Today I plan on re-discovering myself, though art, through writing, through blogging, through any means neccisary. I'm sure it will be difficult, at first, to get back into the habbit of blogging every day. But I'm determined to do it.